I get to make music in LA in less than a month. LIKE FUCK YESSS!
I’m sitting here crying my eyes out about the move. This is exactly what I’m supposed to be doing but damn that doesn’t make it any easier.
For the past week, well actually for the past month, I have been treated and viewed as if I was an object and experienced something I wish I never had to. I seriously break the fuck down for the loss of love and respect around me. With no regards to the other person’s heart, emotions, and their entire being, everything has become so sexual in such a negative, derogatory way. It just leaves me in such a discouraged state of mind. I’m not sure if I can even believe in “love” “romance” “respect” “friendship”
And if it’s anything like what I’ve experienced I don’t want any fucking part of it.